The fact that I'm moving toward total anonymity is bothersome, but it needn't be. Plenty of socially ostrasized people are not bothered by their existence. I'm bothered because I am essentially normal in most respects.

I have some writing talent, but no outlet. My ADHD (insofar as the condition is even able to exist) prevents me from initiating an undertaking of any size. I can't force myself to do anything. All I can muster on my own is the spontaneous creation you are now reading. Or as I'm imaginining a conscious being would be reading, as it's clear that you don't exist. No one will ever read this.